How to stay strong no matter what life throws at you

We attract everything we judge until we no longer judge everything we attract. In other words, we attract the things that bother us where we end up judging them. The fact that they bother us means we are judging them. We will continue to attract these things until we stop judging them. Once we see they are for our own inner growth, we have then taken another step up the stairway to enlightenment where one's inner world becomes a continual state of peace and joy no matter what life throws at them, much as Gautama Buddha and today's Michael Singer, Sadhguru, and Dalai Lama experience most if not all of the time.

I have overcome many of the things that used to annoy me or drive fear into my heart such as anything that threatened my health, the health of loved ones, my freedom, my reputation, or my financial security. Now that each of these have been threatened to the point where I felt the end was upon me, each seemed to lose its power over me. That's not to say I dont care about each of these things, but I can more easily put deep loss into perspective having developed non-attachment to much of it. The Wisdom Engine I built helps greatly in changing my perspective.

But one pet peeve lingers. If someone bad-mouths or cancels me or kicks me out of a group because of personal jealousy, I initially feel disgust and dislike towards them. But I should instead be thanking them for it is an opportunity to strengthen my muscles of unconditional love towards all, so then to not judge them for it. A person's bad actions towards me is an opportunity for me to practice unconditional love and compassion. One then does not ever need to forgive because there is nothing to forgive.

Some have belittled me because they dont understand my ideas. Granted, my ideas at the time seem ludicrous or impossible. This has been a constant theme in my life. I spoke of what the arpanet would become in the 1980s, why I one was of the first 3000 websites on the internet in 1994, why bitcoin's killer app was its store of value in the early 2010s, why AI will not destroy more jobs than it creates, and why bitcoin will eventually end most major hot wars. I know others who agreed with me or came up with their own "crazy" ideas who were also bad-mouthed. In each case, ad hominem attacks were standard. Once my ideas were proven to be correct, some who had bad-mouthed me even tried to take credit saying it's obvious such and such would happen. At the time, I resented anyone who acted this way. One even bad-mouthed me for several years, getting others to side with him because he said my ideas were dangerous, unbelievable, and nonsensical.

That said, I find these normie non-player characters, or NPCs tend to think I'm either crazy or stupid but fortunately, there's plenty of neurospicy individuals who connect well with me. As one wise friend said, it's good NPCs exist because you know with whom you should spend your time. And you're not here to convince everybody. You're here to spiritually evolve your soul and help others do the same.

Hololife hosted by Teemu Arina was fully of the neurospicy, so it was an amazing experience for me having performed my concerto to industry heavyweights at the VIP dinner and the future collaborations that were born. When I posted my highlights across my social media and in various groups, everyone was happy for me except for one particularly noticeable individual who had a very low frequency at Hololife, and ended up removing me from his group lol.

But it is the belittlers and the low frequency types we should deeply thank because they give reason for us to strengthen our spiritual muscles of compassion, forgiveness, and unconditional love which raises our inner frequency so that we may, in turn, help others raise theirs.

I'm sure some viewers have had false rumors spread about them. In one extreme example, a person named Greg in Cape Town spread a viciously false rumor about me. Since Cape Town is a relatively small community, friends told me what this person was saying about me. It turned out this person ended up doing to a person who was close to me, and probably to others as well, what he had accused me of doing to others. The irony is never lost on me. At that time, I was more entrenched in 3D hate if anyone crossed me, so when this person made frightening admissions when in a drunken state to a close friend, I told him to keep the recording he made of this person. I would use the recording as evidence if I decided to press charges for slander. But even back then, I tended to rest on the side of forgiveness.

As the weeks wore on, it turned out this person had been diagnosed with an incurable disease which would take his life in a few years or less. Around the same time, this person heard my music and loved it so much, he apologized to me for spreading the rumor and bought me a drink and even wanted to start hanging out. I accepted the apology but I drew the line at being friends with him because of what he had done to someone close to me, and probably to others as well.

Nevertheless, such people force me to look deeply inside myself so that my first reaction is one of unconditional love and compassion, not anger or annoyance. I always attempt to put myself in their shoes. And maybe in the future, my ability to communicate will have improved to the point where even such NPCs may understand me. And of course, I use NPC tongue-in-cheek since we are all perfect souls.

In the ultimate state of the deepest awareness, we are all walking each other from a state of 3D fear into 5D unconditional love.